"kayu"

ga ada orang pacaran yang selamanya tersenyum. selamanya tertawa. selamanya nyengir. namun kadang diwarnai dengan makian, keegoisan, kebodohan, muka cemberut, atau bahkan menangis.

tapi jangan sampai kata "kadang" di situ diganti dengan kata "sering" ataupun "selalu". karena hubungan kita dengan orang yang kita sayangi adalah seperti sebuah kayu polos pada awalnya. semua polos. tak ada warna, kecuali warna kayu yang menenangkan dan antik.

lalu Dia tidak akan pernah diam. Dia akan menggoreskan alat-Nya untuk mulai memahat. ketika Dia memahat, kualitas "kayu" kita akan teruji oleh-Nya.

ada begitu banyak jenis kayu.

ada kayu yang ketika dilihat dari luar, terlihat rapuh. begitu Dia mulai memahat, kayu itu akan patah.

ada pula kayu yang terlihat jelek dari luar. namun ketika Dia mulai menggoreskan alat-Nya, kayu itu tak akan hancur. malah akan membuat kayu itu makin hari terlihat makin indah.

jenis kayu apakah hubungan kita?

kayu kita indah. seindah yang menciptakan hubungan kita.

kayu kita kuat. sekuat hati kita saat kita memutuskan untuk bersama.

kayu kita besar. sebesar perasaan yang selama ini ada untuk kita.

sekarang tinggal bagaimana maunya kita. kayu kita sanggup bertahan karena kita kuat.

Dia ingin mengukir kayu kita. itulah alasannya mengapa kadang ada rasa sakit, hingga air mata.

ukiran hanyalah sebuah sebuah ujian dari-Nya agar kayu kita kuat. agar kayu kita membentuk sesuatu yang membuat hubungan kita berbeda dari orang lain.

dan warna adalah kebahagiaan yang Ia berikan.

pernahkah kau melihat kayu yang telah terukir indah dengan warna di dalamnya? ukiran hanya untuk membentuknya. selebihnya, warnalah yang membuatnya menjadi indah sempurna. itulah mengapa kayu tidak akan indah jika hanya dihias ukiran tanpa warna, ataupun warna tanpa ukiran.

nisakah kita bertahan hingga akhirnya Dia selesai mengukir kita? dan kayu kita akan menjadi indah dengan ukiran dari-Nya dan dengan warna dari-Nya..

12 good things :)

1. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

2. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship and find out that you still care for that person.

3. When the door of happiness closes, another opens but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

4. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

5. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
6. There are things you'd love to hear that you would never hear from the person who you would like to hear from, but don't be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from their heart.

7. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, in the end it fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

8. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

9. A careless word may kindle strife, a cruel word may wreck a life, a timely word may level stress, a loving word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

11. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

12. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

be thankful for everything in our life, it will makes our life more precious..

sanurians :)

i'm proud of being a part of PUMA (sPUluh liMA)!!
i'm proud of being a part of SOLVE (SOcial eLeVen onE)!!
i'm proud of being a part of LABELLING (dua belas ips 1)!!
i'm proud of being a part of SOVEREIGN!!
and i'm proud of being SANURIANS!!

you are the best :)

you are the best i've ever had sayangg ♥

when a girl..

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around

When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine

When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying

When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention

When a GIRL messages you everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once

When a GIRL says "i love you",
She means it

When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future

When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that.

bener banget ni. fakta tentang cewe. dan gw memang merasakan dan melakukan hal-hal itu. heheh :)


waktu gw senderan di pundak co gw, rasanya tu nyamaaannnnnn bangettt. slain empukk *hahah*, rasanya tu bener" nyaman dehh pokokna. susah diungkapkan dengan kata". heheh :) dan saat gw ngmg "sayang kamu" dan "kangen kamu", gw bner" merasakan itu. and i think he is the best for me ♥

mm sekedar sharing aja ni. gw ktemu dy pertama kali *bner" pertama kali* tu pas Worship Nite september 2009 yg lalu. dy jd staff perkap sdgkn gw jd dancer di WN itu. dan gw sm dy tu ga ngobrol sm skali, cman tw lyad n tw nama. itupun gw tw nama krn dy yg add fb gw dlan. hahah xp tp krn wktu ntu gw uda puna co *skrg mantan* dan dy tw itu, jd yawda lose sampai di situ aja. truussss tnyata dy ikud acara Retret Hidup Baru CANDY maret kmrn *kondisi gw uda putus dgn mantan gw*. dy jd peserta, gw jd panitianya. gw mengenali dy c, cman gw ga nyapa. maluu cuyy. ga knal scara formil gtu kn. gyahahahah xp bner" ga nyangka bgth kl gw n dy dipertemukan lgi dlm suatu RHB dan qta jadian dan bs melayani Tuhan bareng". bner" jalan Tuhan bgth dehh pokokna. dan dy tu adalah sosok co yg gw cari slama ini. care BGTH, pengertian BGTH, ngejaga gw BGTH, bawel ke gw, bs nerima gw apa adanya, dan sgala sifat n sikap dy yang lainnya yang membuat gw akhirnya bs sayang sm dy. heheh :)


hope that our story would be a never ending story ever written. just like the old fairytale, it ends up with "... and we live happily ever after"

i love you soo muchh sayangggkuuu ♥