Sunday 31 January 2010

mencintai

Mencintai ... Bukanlah bagaimana km "MELUPAKAN" melainkan bagaimana km "MEMAAFKAN". Bukanlah bagaimana km "MENDENGARKAN" melainkan bagaimana km "MENGERTI". Bukanlah apa yg km "LIHAT" melainkan apa yg km "RASAKAN". Bukanlah bagaimana km "MELEPASKAN" melainkan bagaimana km "BERTAHAN".

tapi klo org yg mw qta pertahanin itu ga mempertahankan qta, gmn qta bs bertahan??

pelayanan di gereja st. anna

kmrn gw n sisters hiero nari bareng di gereja st. anna, duren sawit. qta dianterin tono. pertamanya sempet nyasar gtu coz qta pd ga tw jalan ke gerejanya. tp akhirnya nyampe jg di sana. heheh. trz qta make up sendiri dan itu makan waktu lama bgth amp 2 jeman gtu. akhirnya qta cman bs GR 1x utk lagu pembuka dan 1x untuk lagu persembahan. gilaaa sblm misa dimulai tu gw deg"an bgth! scara yaa gw lum latian sm skali, cman latian 1x doank paz GR. uda gtu nari di gereja org pula. katanya c itu misa OMK (Orang Muda Katolik), tp yg dtg kbykn orang tua gtu. tmbah takud lha yaa gw. uda gtu sepi pula, ga tlalu rame. but we tried to give the best for Him! akhirnya stelah misa, ada om dan tante gtu yg bilang makasi. katanya qta pd cantik" dan narinya bgs. heheh jd senang coz bs mempersembahkan yg terbaik bwad Tuhan. heheh.


apapun yang akan terjadi, terjadilah sesuai dengan rencana-Mu karena rencana-Mu adalah yang terbaik dan indah pada waktu-Mu..

Saturday 30 January 2010

i'm give up

okehh ini 1 hari sblm berakhirnya bln januari. kisah cinta gw berakhir di bulan januari, sama kaya lagu glen fredly. gw uda mencoba untuk menggapai dy lagi tapi tnyata ga bs. dy uda ga syg lgi sm gw, uda ga nyari gw lgi. so, this is it. it's over. gw uda nyerah. lo mw ngapain jg TERSERAH lo. lo mw jungkir balik, mw ktawa" jg TERSERAH. gw GA PEDULI! tapi inged 1 hal : jgn pernah jadian di depan mata gw. coz gw mac sakit hati tw ga?! dasar co rese!!

Thursday 28 January 2010

since i found you

I think of you in everything that i do
To be with you what ever it takes i'll do
Cause you my love, you all my heart desires
You've lighten up my life forever i'm alive

Since i found you my world seems so brand new
You've show me the love i never knew
Your presence is what my whole life through
Since i found you my life begin so new
Now who needs a dream when there is you
For all of my dreams came true
Since i found you

Your love shines bright
Through all the corners of my heart
Maybe you are my dearest heart
I give you all i have my heart, my soul, my life
My destiny is you
Forever true... i'm so in love with you

Since i found you my world seems so brand new
You've show me the love i never knew
Your presence is what my whole life through
Since i found you my life begin so new
Now who needs a dream when there is you
For all of my dreams came true
Since i found you

My heart forever true...
In love with you..

since i found you - christian bautista

your love

every time i close my eyes
and say my prayer at night
i thank God each day for your love
that gives me wings to fly up high
to reach my dream aim for the sky
you always said

your head up high
smile on your face and wish
that you will always be loved
the stars will lead you every step you take
don’t you ever be afraid
believe in you
and I’ll be there to guide you wherever you may go
thank you for your love, forever

when I am down and the things go wrong
the world against me too
I close my eyes and think of you
and knew what you would say now

your head up high
smile on your face and wish
that you will always be loved
the stars will lead you every step you take
don’t you ever be afraid
believe in you
and I’ll be there to guide you wherever you may go away
giving me my wings to fly

your love - delon ft. gita gutawa

Monday 25 January 2010

NARI!!

GW BS IKUT NARI DI GEREJA ST. ANNA PAZ MISA ORANG MUDA KATOLIK HR SABTU INI JEM STENGAH 6 GARA" UJIAN PAJAK JDNA JEM 11!!! WUIIIHHHHHHH SENENG BGTH GW!!! TENGSS GOD!! YOU'RE THE BEST!!! :DD

Tuesday 19 January 2010

org yang mncintaiku akan membalut hatiku yang pernah terluka & menjaganya dengan setulus hati agar tidak terluka lagi & akan memberiku yang terbaik.
S.H.M.I.L.Y

seseorang yang mencintai kamu..

Ada hal-hal yang sangat ingin kamu dengar tetapi tidak akan pernah kamu dengar dari orang yang kamu harapkan untuk mengatakannya. namun demikian janganlah menulikan telinga untuk mendengar dari orang yang mengatakannya dengan sepenuh hati.

1. Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, tidak bisa memberikan alasan mengapa, ia mencintaimu. Dia hanya tahu, dimata dia, kamulah satu satunya…
2. Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, sebenarnya selalu membuatmu marah, gila, jengkel, stress. Tapi ia tidak pernah tahu hal bodoh apa yang sudah ia lakukan, karena semua yang ia lakukan adalah untuk kebaikanmu…
3. Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, jarang memujimu, tetapi di dalam hatinya kamu adalah yang terbaik, hanya ia yang tahu…
4. Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, akan marah-marah atau mengeluh jika kamu tidak membalas pesannya atau telp-nya, karena ia peduli dan ia tidak ingin sesuatu terjadi ke kamu...
5. Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, hanya menjatuhkan airmatanya dihadapanmu. Ketika kamu mencoba untuk menghapus air matanya, kamu telah menyentuh hatinya, dimana hatinya selalu berdegup, berdenyut, bergetar untuk kamu…
6. Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, akan mengingat setiap kata yg kamu ucapkan, bahkan yang tidak sengaja dan ia akan selalu menggunakan kata2 itu tepat waktunya...
7. Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, tidak akan memberikan janji apapun dengan mudah, karena ia tidak mau mengingkari janjinya. Ia ingin kamu untuk mempercayainya dan ia ingin memberikan hidup yang paling bahagia dan aman selama-lamanya…
8. Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, mungkin tidak bisa mengingat kejadian atau kesempatan istimewa, seperti perayaan hari ulang tahunmu, tapi ia tahu bahwa setiap detik yang ia lalui, ia mencintai kamu, tidak peduli hari apakah hari ini…
9. Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, tidak mau berkata Aku mencintaimu dengan mudah, karena segalanya yang ia lakukan untuk kamu adalah untuk menunjukkan bahwa ia siap mencintaimu, tetapi hanya ia yg akan mengatakan kata "I LOVE YOU" pada situasi yang spesial, karena ia tidak mau kamu salah mengerti, dia mau kamu mengetahui bahwa ia mencintai dirimu…
10. Seseorang yang benar - benar mencintai kamu, akan merasa bahwa sesuatu harus dikatakan sekali saja, karena ia berpikir bahwa kamu telah mengerti dirinya. Jika berkata terlalu banyak, ia akan merasa bahwa tidak ada yang akan membuatnya bahagia dan tersenyum…
11. Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, akan pergi ke airport untuk menjemput kamu, dia tidak akan membawa seikat mawar dan memanggilmu sayang seperti yang kamu harapkan. Tetapi, ia akan membawakan kopermu dan menanyakan : “Mengapa kamu menjadi lebih kurus dalam waktu 2 hari?” Dengan hatinya yang tulus…
12. Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, tidak tahu apakah ia harus menelponmu ketika kamu marah, tetapi ia akan mengirimkan pesan setelah beberapa jam. Jika kamu menanyakan : mengapa ia telat menelepon, ia akan berkata : Ketika kamu marah, penjelasan dari dirinya semua hanyalah sampah. Tetapi, ketika kamu sudah tenang, penjelasannya baru akan benar - benar bekerja dan berguna...
13. Seseorang yang mencintaimu, akan selalu menyimpan barang-barang pemberianmu karena itu merupakan kenangan darimu...
14. Seseorang yang mencintaimu, jarang mengatakan kata - kata manis. Tapi kamu tahu, 'kecupannya' sudah menyalurkan semua...
15. Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, akan selalu berusaha membuat mu tersenyum dan tertawa walau terkadang caranya membingungkanmu...
16. Seseorang yang mencintaimu, akan membalut hatimu yang pernah terluka dan menjaganya dengan setulus hati agar tidak terluka lagi dan ia akan memberikanmu yang terbaik walau harus menyakiti hatinya sendiri…
17. Seseorang yang mencintaimu, akan rela melepaskanmu pergi bila bersamanya kamu tidak bahagia dan ia akan ikut bahagia walau kamu yang dicintainya bahagia bersama orang lain…

someone who lives in your heart

last night i dreamed
that u were beside me
it seems so real
and i cried when u touched me
u're my angel n u're giving me wings
and i fly away with u wherever u go
coz u filled my heart n u captured my soul
baby, i want u to know

*if there's one thing in this world that i know is true
is love that i feel when i'm thinking of u
no ocean or mountain can keep us apart
coz noone can take away someone who lives in ur heart
all the hopes n the dreams are alive
i'll carry u with me through distance n time
nothing in this world can keep us apart
coz noone can take away someone who lives in ur heart

and i know, there's a million stars between us
but that won't stop my longing to hold u n to kiss u, how i love u
and i'll find my way to u wherever u are
coz u're in my soul, baby u've got my heart
and ur love would carry me on

back to *

u're in my heart, is where u should be
coz ur love can makes me believe
and nothing or noone can take us apart
coz baby, u're in my heart

back to *

(someone who lives in your heart - all for one)

karena ku cinta kau - BCL

Jika ada yang bilang ku lupa kau
Jangan kau dengar
Jika ada yang bilang ku tak setia
Jangan kau dengar

Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
Ku menolak
Semua itu karena ku cinta kau

Jika ada yang bilang ku tak baik
Jangan kau dengar
Jika ada yang bilang ku berubah
Jangan kau dengar

Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
Ku menolak
Semua itu karena ku cinta kau
Kau

Reff:
Saat kau ingat aku ku ingat kau
Saat kau rindu aku juga rasa
Ku tahu kau slalu ingin denganku
Ku lakukan yang terbaik yang bisa ku lakukan
Tuhan yang tahu ku cinta kau

Jika kau tak percaya pada ku
Sakitnya aku
Jika kau lebih dengar mereka
Sedih hatiku
Banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
Ku menolak
Semua itu karena ku cinta kau
Kau

Back to Reff:

Saat kau ingat aku ku ingat kau
Saat kau rindu aku juga rasa
Ku tahu kau slalu ingin denganku
Kau tahu ku juga ingin denganmu
Ku tahu kau slalu ingin denganku
Ku lakukan yang terbaik yang bisa ku lakukan
Tuhan yang tahu ku cinta kau

(karena ku cinta kau - BCL)


maacieyy yaa untuk hari" yang uda qta lalui bersama.. ga tw knapa ni jd mellow lgi.. huff..

Monday 18 January 2010

PW

kmrn, hari minggu 17 jan 2010, gw jualan di shekinah paz ada acara Worship Nite. gw bantu jualan coz itu deket dan mac bs dijangkau pke busway, uda gtu gw mank kangen bgth PW (Praise and Worship). tnyata kmrn yg dtg tu rame bgth! lantai 4 tu bner" penuh amp blkg. itu aja ga pke kursi tu. mantabss!! gw ikud PW dan firman. abiz ntu gw kluar, jaga stand lgi. trz msk lgi paz PW lgi dan altar call. gw maju untuk minta didoain. heheh. gw bner" merasa terpuaskan dan diperbaharui lgi dgn adanya PW kmaren. heheh. gw mw ikud WN tyap bln itu coz WN itu diadain tyap 9x (tyap 9 bln). heheh.

dan hari ini gw dpt pelayanan nari lagu pembukaan dan lagu persembahan untuk misa orang muda katolik di gereja St. Anna tgl 30 jan 2010 jem stgh 6. gw mank lgi kangen nari dan tnyata Tuhan ngac gw pelayanan nari. Tuhan tu baik bgth dehh. heheh.

tengss GOD, You know what is the best for me :)

benjol!

gw br bs nulis blog lgi ni skrg. heheh. jd gw mw crita ttg hr sbtu tgl 16 jan 2010. pagi" gw uda brgkt ke atma coz jem stengah 9 ada rapat evaluasi kepengurusan PD Hiero. gw dianter bokap gw naek motor ke halte busway. paz sampe dpn al-azhar, ada mobil di dpn, lgi brenti gtu. trz yawda bokap gw ttep jln. ehh ga twnya ada yg buka pintu mobil! trz bokap gw menghindar ke kiri coz pintu ntu posisinya di sbelah ke kanan gw. nokap gw miring ke kiri. otomatis gw gerakin badan gw ke kanan dong spaya gw jatoh. ehh ga twnya kpala, tangan, ama betis gw kena itu pintu. wuihh mantabss rasanya! pala gw amp benjol. tgn gw merah gtu. trz betis gw perih dan nyut"an gtu. dan parahnya itu org yg buka pintu mobil sembarangan itu ga minta maap pula! rese! paz nyampe di halte busway pulomas, gw buka legging gw (wktu itu gw pke legging), dan tnyata baret panjang! trz skrg bengkak gtu. huhuh.

Friday 15 January 2010

be my lady - sandy

ini lagu gw dgr td paz nyalain tv. ga sengaja gw nonton angel's diary. itu jg uda mw abiz. hahah. uda gtu ada lagu ini. qreeennnnnn bgthhhhh!!! :D

since i’ve known you babe
you brought a light for me
but taste of ur sincerity
build me a world to believe

but still there’s a doubt
in u for loving me
though deep down inside
u’ll see what’s in me

be my lady
be the one
and good things will come
to our heart

you’re my lady
you’re my one
give me a little chances
to show you love


be my lady - sandy

sukacita surga

T’RIMA SUKACITA SURGA
ITULAH KEKUATAN BAGI JIWA
KU DAPAT RASAKAN KASIH-NYA
DI TENGAH BADAI YANG BERGELORA

T’RIMA SUKACITA SURGA
ITULAH KEKUATAN BAGI JIWA
KU DAPAT SAKSIKAN KUASA-NYA
TAKLUKKAN BADAI YANG BERGELORA

REFF:
HALLELUYA KAU ADA DALAM HATIKU
TAK KAN PATAH SEMANGATKU
TAK KAN HILANG KEKUATANKU
HALLELUYA KU MAU BERSORAK BAGI-MU
SUKACITA SURGA NYATA PENUHIKU


sukacita surga

perih - vierra

Dirimu…tak pernah menyadari
semua…yang telah kau miliki
kau buang aku, tinggalkan diriku
kau… hancurkan aku seakan ku tak pernah ada

Aku kan bertahan
meski takkan mungkin
menerjang kisahnya
walau perih… walau perih…

salahkah…aku terlalu cinta
berharap..semua kan kembali
kau buang aku,tinggalkan diriku
kau.. hancurkan aku
seakan ku tak pernah ada

Aku kan bertahan
meski takkan mungkin
menerjang kisahnya
walau perih… walau perih…

Aku kan bertahan
meski takkan mungkin
menerjang kisahnya
walau perih…

Aku kan bertahan
meski takkan mungkin
menerjang kisahnya
walau perih… walau perih…
walau perih….walau perih…


perih - vierra

ART is rock! :D

td gw, acid, dan ria pegi menghedon ke sarinah. c acid dtg duluan dan dy nunggu di tonyjack's sarinah dr jm 9. trz gw dtg jm 10 lewad dkit. itu gw n acid nungguin ria dtg dl sambil ngobrol". trz tb" mba" tonyjack's dtg n nanya mw pesen apaa. qta blg qta lgi nunggu tmen dl. trz mba"nya blg nti dy dtg 5 menit lgi. intinya c qta diusir. hahah. trz akhirna gw n acid pegi ke wc dl n kabur dr tonyjack's. qta nungguin ria dil luar. heheh.

trz ria dtg dan qta betiga jalan" dl, wisata kuliner di sekitar skul tere coz acid lum mkn. heheh. nahh paz c acid mkn gado", gw n ria crita" dehh. heheh. uda gtu qta pegi beli kontal-kantil (gw br tw ni mknan. hahah). jd itu mknan dr sagu trz dibentuk bulet" kecil dan dmakan pke saos kacang. kya otak" gtu. tnyata enakk jg. hahah. uda gtu beli kue rangi (kya kue pancong gtu tp bedanya kue rangi itu lebih garing dan pke gula merah). heheh.

stelah itu, qta karaoke di inulvista sarinah. qta kira tu cman 50-60rb. ga twna 87.500. woaww. hahah. tp akhirna qta memutuskan utk ttep karaoke coz jarang" kn qta pegi brg. heheh. uda gtu paz lagu" pertama tu diputer lagu terserah by glenn fredly. gw ga sanggup nyanyi, gw cman bs nangis. trz acid n ria cped" ganti lagu spaya gw ga nangis. tengss sist! heheh. puas bgth dehh nyanyi" di inulvista sambil lompat"an di sofanya. amp ga enak ama mba"nya. hahah.

tp mac lum puas karaoke ni. laen x qta hrz nyoba yg happy hour sist! hahah. biz karaoke ditutup doa n qta betiga nangis lgi. luthu dehh. hahah.

tengss for acid and ria.. you've made my day! ♥ u bebb! :D

Wednesday 13 January 2010

facts

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.


When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.



When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how
long you will be around.



When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all
fine.




When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.



When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.



When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.



When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.




When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than
that.



Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ...




Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.




who calls you back when you hang up on him.




who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses
your forehead.



Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.



Who holds your hand in front of his friends.



Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he
is to have you.



Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

struggle

gw td biz ngesel lgi ama acid. gw crita kl gw cemburu. gw jeles ama rzky n ria. mreka tu bgtu deket. sampe" c ria punya julukan bwad rzky. trz di status fb ria, ada tulisan : i'm going to next level, makasi yaa tmen"ku (si kutu loncat, si jelek, si vaccum, dll). dan si kutu loncat tu tnyata rzky!! huff.. rzky tu comment" n like status fb ria n notesnya. gw aja kga pnah dicomment n di like sm rzky. cman paz br jdan doank. selebihnya ngga. gw bner" jeles. huff..

trz td gw crita kn ama acid, dan dy blg gw hrz prepare for the worst. iyaa jg c, melihat kdekatan mreka sperti itu, yg tyap saat chatting. huff.. mgkn yg rzky blg spaya gw jgn jauh tu mgkn jgn jauh sbg tmen x. gw aja ama dy jrg chatting. smsn aja jrg. uda psti bakalan menjauh dgn sndirinya kn?

dy jg spertinya ga kehilangan gw sm skali. org dy ktawa", sneng" aja tu. sdgkn gw sempet terkapar gini. sial! tp gw janji, gw akan bangkit, ga akan menengok ke blkg lgi. past is just a past.

Tuesday 12 January 2010

jealous!

jealous jealous jealous

father's love letter

The Cry of a Father's Heart from Genesis to Revelation.


My Child.

You may not know me, but I know everything about you. Psalm 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up. Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways.Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered. Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in my image. Genesis 1:27
In me you live and move and have your being. Acts 17:28
For you are my offspring. Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived. Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation.Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book. Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live. Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made. Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother's womb. Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born. Psalm 71:6
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me. John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love. 1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you. 1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child and I am your father. 1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could. Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect father. Matthew 5:48
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand. James 1:17
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs. Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope. Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love. Jeremiah 31:3
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore. Psalm 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing. Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you. Jeremiah 32:40
For you are my treasured possession. Exodus 19:5
I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul. Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things. Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me. Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart.Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires. Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine. Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager. 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles. 2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you. Psalm 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart. Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes. Revelation 21:3-4
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth. Revelation 21:3-4
I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus. John 17:23
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed. John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being. Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you. Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you. 1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love. Romans 8:31-32
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me. 1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again. Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen. Luke 15:7

I have always been Father, and will always be Father.Ephesians 3:14-15
My question is.Will you be my child? John 1:12-13
I am waiting for you. Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Dad.

Almighty God

if we hold on together - diana ross

Don’t lose your way, when each passing day,
you’ve come so far, don’t throw it away.
Live beliveing dreams are so weaving,
wonders are waiting to start.
Live your story, faith hope and glory,
Hold to the truth in your heart.

If we hold on together, I know our dreams will never die,
dreams see us through to forever, where clouds roll by,
For You and I.

Souls and the wind must learn how to bend,
Seek out a star,
Hold on to the end.
Valley, mountain, there is a fountain,
Washes our tears all away.
Words are swaying someone is praying,
please let us come home to stay

If we hold on together, I know our dreams will never die,
dreams see us through to forever, where clouds roll by,
For You and I.

When we are out there in the dark,
we’ll dreams about the sun.
in the dark we’ll feel the light, warm our hearts ev’ryone.

If we hold on together, I know our dreams will never die,
dreams see us through to forever, where clouds roll by,
For You and I.

if we hold on together - diana ross


knapa gw ngepost lagu ini? coz ari ini gw uda dgr lagu ini 2x. yg ptama paz di fudkort, c opi tb" nyanyi ni lagu. yg kdua, gw lyad lagu ini di status fb tmen gw. dan stelah gw pkir", lagu ini lgi cocok ni bwad gw. heheh.

Monday 11 January 2010

jealous

i'm jealous. huff..

do you know that?

aku tak mau sendiri

Sejak ia pergi dari hidupku
Dia tinggalkanku sendiri disini
tanpa satu yang pasti

Aku tak tau harus bagaimana
Aku merasa tiada berkawan
Selain diriMu, selain cintaMu

Kirim aku malaikatMu
biar jadi kawan hidupku
Dan tunjukkan jalan yang memang kau pilihkan untukku

Kirim aku malaikatMu
karna kusepi berada disini
Dan di dunia ini aku tak mau sendiri..

Tanpa terasa kuteteskan air mata ini
Yang tiada berhenti mengiringi kisah di hati

Aku tak tau harus bagaimana
Aku merasa tiada berkawan
Selain diriMu, selain cintaMu

Kirim aku malaikatMu
biar jadi kawan hidupku
Dan tunjukkan jalan yang memang Kau pilihkan untukku

Kirim aku malaikatMu
karna kusepi berada disini
Dan di dunia ini aku tak mau sendiri..

Unmyong - Love me (OST Full House)

Sarangur jar morugesso
irohge dagaor jur nan mollasso

Ne maum jochado sarang aphesonun ne tudero andoe
iror jur aradoramyon
chombutho shijag hajido anhasso

Babo chorom ijewasoya nan dwinujun huhoerur hago isso
niga sarangi doeji anhgirur birosso
nomanun jordero anigirur birosso

Ne sarangi anir gorago sudo obshi narur sogyo wasso
jamshi suchyo ganun inyoni gir baresso
aphun sangcho man nege namgyojir thenika
hajiman armyonsodo noui modun goshi yogshimina
jaku surphojyo

Jar modoen shijagirago
gurohge shiwbge sengag hessonunde

Onjedun borirsu issur gorago nan midossonunde
otohge nan heya harji odiso buthoga jarmodoen gonji

Ni sarangur phiheya hanunde
ni modunge nomu guriwojyo

Niga sarangi doeji anhgirur birosso
nomanun jordero anigirur birosso
ne sarangi anir gorago sudo obshi narur sogyo wasso
jamshi suchyo ganun inyoni gir baresso
aphun sangcho man nege namgyojir thenika
hajiman armyonsodo noui modun goshi yogshimina

Ijen no animyon amu uimi obnunde
ije nado narur ojorsuga obnunde
norur jiwoya man handanun sashiduri onurdo nar...

Do himdurge he


Unmyong - Love me (OST Full House)

kangen

aku kangen kamu..


do you know that?

batal ngamen

kmaren paz ari sabtu tgl 9 jan 2010 mustina ada ngamen utk cari dana untuk RHB. ngamennya di pecenongan jem 7 mlm. kumpul deket resto happy day. gw uda blg mw ikud. tp tnyata gw KETIDURAN!! *jeng jeng*
paz levina (ketua gw) telp, gw mac tdur. stress bgth dahh. trz gw mnta maap ke dy kl gw br bgn. huhuh. trz dy blg yawda gpp, ngamenna aja lum tw jd pa kga coz ujan. gw aja kga nyadar kl ujan. hahah tata tata, sarabb bgth c. hahah.
duhh maapp yaa tman tman.. huhuh.. gomabsebnida..

you are my everything

Cruising when the sun goes down
Cross the sea
Searching for something inside of me

I would find all the lost pieces
Hardly feel deep in real
I was blinded now I see

Hey hey hey you’re the one
Hey hey hey you’re the one
Hey hey hey I can’t live without you

Take me to your place
Where our heart belongs together
I will follow you
You’re the reason that I breath

I’ll come running to you
Fill me with your love forever
Promise you one thing
That I would never let you go
‘Cause you are my everything

You’re the one, you’re my inspiration
You’re the one, kiss, you’re the one
You’re the light that would keep me safe and warmY
ou’re the one, kiss, you’re the one

Like the sun goes down, coming from above all
To the deepest ocean and highest mountain
Deep and real deep I can see now
you are my everything (glen fredly)

kasih putih

Tenggelam yang pernah kurasa
Hasratku hanyalah untukmuT
erukir manis dalam relungku
Jiwamu…jiwaku menyatu

Biarkanlah kurasakan
Hangatnya sentuhan kasihmu
Bawa daku…penuhiku
Berilah diriku kasih putih
Di hatiku (Kudatang padamu kekasihku)

Kucurahkan isi jiwaku
Hanyutkan daku dalam air hidup
Kau bawa s’lamanya diriku

(peluk daku oh kasihku, taburiku dengan cinta)
(Kutemukan arti hidupku…denganmu)
kasih putih (glen fredly)

when you believe

Whitney:
Many nights we prayed,
with no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song,
we barely understood

Now we are not afraid,
although we know there’s much to fear
We were moving mountains long,
before we knew we could

Chorus:
There can be miracles,
when you believe
Though hope is frail,
It’s hard to kill

Who knows what miracles,
you can achieve
When you believe,
somehow you will
You will when you believe

Mariah:
In this time of fear,
when prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds,
too swiftly flown away

Yet now I’m standing here,
my heart so full I can’t explain
Seeking faith and speaking words,
I’d never thought I’d say

Chorus:
There can be miracles,
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail,
It’s hard to kill

Who knows what miracles,
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe,
somehow you will
You will when you believe

Bridge: (Both)
They don’t always happen when you ask
And it’s easy to give into your fear
But when you’re blinded by your pain
Can’t see you way clear through the rain
A small but still resilient voiceSays help is very near

Chorus: (Both)
There can be miracles (miracles)
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It’s hard to kill

Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
You will when you, you will when you believe
Just believe, just believe
You will when you believe

when you believe (mariah carey ft. whitney houston)

Sunday 10 January 2010

i think i love you

keu reol ri eob da go a nil geo ra go mi deot jyo
nae ga keu dal sa rang han da ni mal do an dwe jyeo eom

kwaen han chil too il geo ra go
nae ka we ro un ka cha shi neul sook yeo bwat ji man
i je teo neun nan kam chul so ka eob neun deul yo

I think I love you
keu reon ka bwa yo
Cause I miss you
keu dae man eob seu myeon

a moo keo do mot ha ko cha goo saeng kak na ko
i reon keol po myeon a moo rae do

I’m falling for you
nan mol rat ji man
Now I need you
eo neu saen ka na mam ki peun ko se
a ju kau ke cha ri ja beun keu dae ei mo seum eul i je
po a yo

u ri an eo ul rin da ko shin ku keu ke tak cho da go
ha na boo teo yeol-gae do dae she mwi han gae ra do mat neun ke eob naun de
eo teo ke sa kwol soo it nya ko
mal do an dwe neun yae ki ra ko mi ha myeo tul reo dat ji man
i je teo neun nan keu reo gi ga si reon geol yo

I think I love you
keu reon ka bwa yo
Cause I miss you
keu dae man eob seu myeon
a moo keo do mot ha ko cha goo saeng kak na ko
i reon keol po myeon a moo rae do

I’m falling for you
nan mol rat ji man
Now I need you
eo neu saen ka na mam ki peun ko se
a ju kau ke cha ri ja beun keu dae ei mo seum eul i je
po a yo

wae mol rat jyo keu dae ra neun keol
wae mot bwat jyo pa ro a pin de oh yea
keu do ngan i reo ke pa ro nae
kyeo te i seot neun ne
wae i je seo ya
sa ra ngi po i neun keon ji

I think I love you
keu reon ka bwa yo
Cause I miss you
keu dae man eob seu myeon
a moo keo do mot ha ko cha goo saeng kak na ko
i reon keol po myeon a moo rae do

I’m falling for you
nan mol rat ji man
Now I need you
eo neu saen ka na mam ki peun ko se
a ju kau ke cha r ja beun keu dae ei mo seum eul i je
po a yo

i think i love you (ost. full house)

u'll be in my heart - phil collins

Come stop your crying
It will be all right
Just take my hand, hold it tight

I will protect you
from all around you
I will be here
Don’t you cry

For one so small,
you seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can’t be broken
I will be here
Don’t you cry

’Cause you’ll be in my heart
Yes, you’ll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

You’ll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You’ll be here in my heart, always

Why can’t they understand
the way we feel
They just don’t trust
what they can’t explain
I know we’re different but,
deep inside us
We’re not that different at all

And you’ll be in my heart
Yes, you’ll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don’t listen to them
’Cause what do they know
We need each other,
to have, to hold
They’ll see in time
I know

When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you’ve got to hold on
They’ll see in time
I know
We’ll show them together

’Cause you’ll be in my heart
Yes, you’ll be in my heart
From this day on,
Now and forever more

Oh, you’ll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You’ll be in my heart, always
Always


u'll be in my heart - phil collins

Saturday 9 January 2010

ak kngen diri km
ak kngen suara km
ak kngen lesung pipi km
ak kngen ktawa km
ak kngen senyuman km
ak kngen pelukan km
ak kngen becandaan km
ak kngen wangi km
ak kngen jaked km
ak kngen perhatian km
ak kngen waktu km blg km syg ak
akuuu kngen kamuuu...


ahh sial, lgi raindrops jg teardrops. hiksss..
...umak negnak uka olak inis id gnalib asib namuc uka

kids are so cute











anak kecil tu luthu bgth yaa. mac polos gtu. hehe.. uda gtu kl lgi ngambek yaa ngambek, mukana serem. tp kl lgi luthu, mukana tu manisssss bgthhhh. gemeeeesssss. pngen gw cubid". haha.. pngen gw pelukkkk... ughhhhh.. hehehehehe..

btw, ini voto gw ambil dr blog tmen gw. jd byar ga diblilang plagiat gtu. hehe..

everything you do - christian bautista

i love the way you smile
when i look in your eyes
i love the way you laugh
when i try to be funny
and how a tear rolls down your face
when i say noone could ever take your place

baby when you sleep
i watched you breathing
baby when you dream
i dream with you
cause everywhere you are is where i wanna be
it's true, everything you do
makes me know how much i love you

the way you touch my lips
right after every kiss
and softly whisper
that i'm your everything
the way you pray
our love won't die
every night just before you close your eyes

and i believe something are meant to be
cause i believe in love and yours was meant for me..


i really love this songs. hikss..

Friday 8 January 2010

BUKAN DENGAN KEKUATANKU
KU JALANI HIDUPKU INI
TANPA TUHAN YANG DI SAMPINGKU
KU TAK MAMPU SENDIRI
ENGKAULAH KUATKU
YANG MENOPANGKU

REFF :
KUPANDANG WAJAH-MU DAN BERSERU
PERTOLONGANKU DATANG DARIMU
PEGANGLAH TANGANKU, JANGAN LEPASKAN
KAULAH HARAPAN DALAM HIDUPKU

the perfect love is not about loving a perfect person. it's about loving an imperfect person perfectly. it's not always has happy ending. but simply, doesn't end.
i don't need a perfect love. i need a worth love!

beautiful soul - jessie mcarter

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah


gw suka bgth ama lagu ini. ada ga yaa co yg nantinya nyanyiin ini bwad gw trz sambil lyad bintang? wuuuiiiihhh soooo swiiiitttttt :)

quotes of love

"I thought I’d explained it clearly before. Bella, I can’t live in a world where you don’t exist." - Edward Cullen, Twilight

Love has the "power" to warm even the coldest of us.

Sometimes everything you want comes after you "stop" looking for it.

Can't speak now, can't see, can't hear, breathless, now it become headache. You know nothing? You are my medicine.

If you're asking if I love you, the answer is always. If you're asking if I will leave you, the answer is never.

The best things in life are unseen. That's why we close our eyes when we kiss, cry, and dream.

Love means NEVER having to say you're sorry.

Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was really hurt me? Why do I miss someone who never miss me?

Where is the good in goodbye?

Woman's head is influenced by her heart. But man's heart is influenced by his head.

Women are meant to be loved, not understood. -Wilde

No smile is more beautiful than the one that struggles through tears.

I would rather share one lifetime with you than face all the ages of this world alone. -Arwen 'Lord of The Rings'

In the arithmethic of love, 1 + 1 = everything. And 2 - 1 = nothing. -Mignon McLaughlin

nilay smester 3

nilay smester 3 gw ancur bgth! huaaaaa!!

akuntansi keuangan menengah 2 : B
statistika ekonomi 2 : A
sains manajemen : A-
Sistem Informasi Akuntansi 1 : D
Manajemen Operasi : B
Sistem Informasi Manajemen : B-
perekonomian indonesia : A-
akuntansi biaya : B

duhh maapp yaa mama papa, jd hrz ngulang SIA di smester 4.. uda gtu IP nya turun drastis lgi.. huhuhuhuhu..

princess and the frog


gw mw ntn princess and the frog!! aaaaaa!! ad yg mw nemenin? hehe..
gw uda baca ringkasanna da gw bner" tertarik bgth bwad ntn film ini soalna ini film disney.
uhhh i ♥ disney!!
filmna tu uda terbukti qren" dan lagunya tu bagus", slalu menyentuh hati. hehe..
I WANNA WATCH THAT FILM!!


hope

gw brsan ganti background blog ni. hehe.. gmn? bgz ga? haha..

smlm gw chat ama tmen gw. dy tnyata puna mslh yg jauh lbih berad drpd gw. intina c masalahna ttg co jg. knp c smua co jd anehh akhir" ini? ga paham d gw. hmm..

mata gw jd terbuka lebar bahwa mac ad org yg punya masalah yg jauh lebih berad drpd masalah yg gw hadapi skrg. dan gw merasa gw lebih sabar aja. gw uda ga nangis lgi walopun kmrn ntu nangis seharian. haha.. gw percaya bahwa nanti ada seorang pangeran yang dtg utk menghiasi hari" gw, yg slalu menjaga gw, yang selalu menemani gw stiap saat, dan slalu menjaga hatinya bwad gw dan hati gw bwad dy. pengenna c yg kya edward cullen *ngarep bgth* haha.. gilaa, gw bner" mengagumi cintanya edward cullen ke bella swan. dy tu bner" ngejaga bella, ga mw bella knp", romantis lgi. wuiiiihhhh.. hehe..

well, i'm just hope...

Wednesday 6 January 2010

teardrops

well, ari ini gw nangis mulu dan ngabisin tisu banyak bgth! sbenerna uda dr kmrn mlm gw nangis semenjak dy ngmg putus. HUFF.. gw lgsg apus smua voto gw n dy di hp gw n di fb gw. gw apus nomor dy meskipun gw apal. gw apus acc msn n ym dy. gw jg unfollow dy di twitter. gw nangis spanjang mlm amp jm 2an krn gw ga bs tdur. alhasil td pagi mata gw sembab bgth dahh. sbenerna ari ini gw ad janji ngesel n rapad PD. tp gw bner" ga smangad utk dtg (tdna). tp stelah gw pkir, gw pngen bgth PW. jd gw bela"in ikud.

ari ini dimulai dgn gw bolos klas logika td pagi jm stenga 8. gw gaada mood utk msk krn lgi bner" down bgth. huhu.. sblmna gw ktemu rissa n dy ktawain mata gw. grrr! smlm gw uda crita ama dy makana dy uda tw. truz tmen gw, c opi, sms gw. ktana kl gw mw ke kosan dy, dtg aja, dy uda bgn. yawda drpd gw bengong, gw ke kosan dy. pas gw buka pintu kamar dy, dy ktawa ngeliat mata gw n blg : mata lo knp ta? wkwkwkwk. krg ajar tu anak! hehe.. trz gw nangis" lgi di kosan dy, gw crita smuana n ngabisin tisu dy. hehe.. trz jem 9an gw balik lgi ke kampus. mw ktemu rzky bwad balikin brg" dy yg ada di gw. paz ktemu dy, gw nunduk takud dy liat mata ge yg lgi sembab n gw lgsg balikin brg" dy. uda gtu gw tinggal. gw ke tempad tmen gw, c rissa n ony. ony tanya : ta, lo uda selesai yaa? gw ga bs jwb. dan pd saat itu jg gw nagis lgi. aer mata gw ngucur lgi. uda gtu c rzky ad dpn gw pula. trz gw malingin muka gw, takud dy liat gw nangis. huff..

uda gtu jm stenga 11 gw ktemuan ama pelayan sel gw, acid. qta nyari tempad bwad ngesel n akhirna qta ngesel di andrawina. qta ga jd PW coz ria gaada. trz dy tanya : lo mw crita ga beb? trz akhirna gw crita smua. pertamanya gw lum nangis, tp lm" gw nangis lgi. huhuhuhu.. uda gtu dy crita ttg suatu hal n qta sm" nangis. bayangin dun, 2 ce milih tempad sepi trz nangis" bduaan. haha.. akhirna ditutup doaa ama acid dan pd saat doa, gw nangis lgi. slesai doaa, gw n acid pelukan. gw peluk dy kenceng bgth n gw nangis lgi amp sesenggukan. gw ga bs ngmg apa". gw cman bs nangis..

"ketika seorang wanita menangis, itu bukan berarti dy lemah. tapi karena dy sudah tidak sanggup lagi untuk berpura-pura kuat."

makasi yaa acid, opi, rissa, ony for your support. gw ga tw gw jd apaa klo gaada kalian smua. hikss..

well, overall, deep inside my heart, gw mac syg bgth ama rzky n mac ada harapan utk bs balikan ama dy.. dan gw ga sanggup klo suatu saat gw liat dy jalan gandengan ama ce lain di dpn mata gw.. HUFF..

Tuesday 5 January 2010

aku kangen kamu sangad


well, kmrn ini gw brantem lgi ama dy. memang krn kesalahan gw yg tolol c. ngepost" status ga jelas di twitter n dy ga suka itu. kmrn ini yg dy mara jg krn gw ngirim sms ga jelas ke dy amp 50x. tp mac bs baean. nahh skrg terulang lagi dan dy bner" mara n cape ama gw kyana. akhirna dy blg qta istirahad dl. gw ga ngerti d mksdna apa. tp status gw di fb mac in a relationship ama dy. dan mulay dr hr mgu gw ga smsn. tgn gw gatel rasana ga smsn ama dy. huhu.. dy jg pnah blg ama gw, dl dy ama mantanna jg ada saat" di mn dy pngen sndiri, pngen jln ama tmen"na coz bosen jg kn. trz gw tanya kl kya gtu smsn ga? dy blg ngga. gtu. tp gw bner" KANGEN!

gw ga mw ngelepas dy, coz gw mac syg bgth ama dy. dan gw berharap gw ga lm" istirahad kya gni. huhuhu..
trz dy minta maap ama gw. dy blg dy uda ngecewain gw, ga pnah phatian ama gw, ga puna wktu ama gw, slalu nyakitin gw. dy blg dy syg ama gw tp dy kyana ga bs buktiin ke gw klo dy tu syg ama gw. trz gw blg gw ga nyesel kog. gw mac syg ama dy. trz gw blg : kyana lbih baik mantan km yaa dr ak, coz km ama dy bs bertahan lm kn. trz dy blg : ga, lbih parah dy. jgn banding"in ahh. km jg ama yg dl psti lbih baik. gw blg ke dy klo lebih baik dy drpd yg dl dan emang bner..

kmrn kn gw jln ama 2 tmen gw. dan qta ber3 sm" lgi ada masalah ama co masing". nahh sala 1 tmen gw itu kk klasna dy paz smp. jd gw tanya" ttg mantanna. cman mw tw doank c. gw tanya orgna kya gmn. tmen gw blg : putih, pke kacamata, yaa chinese gtu lha. trz gw lgsg jiper. yaa ampun gw aja kga putih dan kyana jg mantanna lbih cantik dr gw. ohh myy.. trz gw tanya lgi ke tmen gw, mreka ke mn" slalu bdua ga. tmen gw blg : yaa ngga jg c. tp namana jg skul, jem plajaran sm, jem istirahad sm. haaaa.. trz gw nanya ke tmen gw, gw mw lyad yearbukna. tp tnyata kga ada yearbuk gtu. huff..


skrg gw bner" kngen ama dy. tp gw ga bs ngapa"in. cman bs lyad voto dy doank di hp. dan itu bkin gw jd nangis trz amp kbawa mimpi. gw bner" takud kehilangan dy. ohh myy.. ke mn" slalu inged dy. td gw lyad nama dosen dy n ruangan dy. trz td gw ke plangi ama tmen gw. bgtu msk pintu, gw inged dy slalu bukain pintu bwad gw. uda gtu td paz lgi tduran di ruma, gw inged paz jari gw luka dy rela"in bliin hansaplast bwad gw. trz mukana itu lohh srius bgth paz lgi nempelin hansaplast bwad gw..
yg skrg bs gw lakukan cman sms smangadin dy n cman bs bdoa.. gw bner" syg ama dy n ga mw dy pegi.. huhuhu.. gw takud nangis klo ktemu dy saking kangenna gw ke dy..

i thank my God each time

i've been so blessed ever since you came to my life.
all i keep thinking about is you
when i was scared and all alone,
you are the only one who can make make me smile again.

promise me you'll never go

coz everything we've shared,

it just make me realize how much i love you

and i need you in my life


and i just can say to you : S.H.M.I.LY

aku kangen bgt bgt sama kamu.. ak kngen lesung pipi km, kngen wangi km, kngen suara km, kngen smuana.. ak pengen pelukk km.. do you know that i miss you so much?